DAMNNNNN

Excuse the language. So I finally get the scholarship to this college and now I have to RE-APPLY. this also means I'll LOSE my scholarship and all the financial aid i have received and now I'll have to ALSOOOOOO re-apply for that. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I am so frustrated, I haven't been doing really anything artistically and I'm starting to wonder if this is all going to be worth it in the end. But I won't be figuring that out unless I try. So I guess I'm going to have to look at this like a challenge and face it. I HAVE to get into this school.