I'm not giving up yet!

Hey hey, so I've accepted that I'm going to have to kick my own butt to get into this school and that's fine with me. I've been brain storming and coming up with some awesome pieces to put into my new portfolio ;p. I really need to get into this school...

DAMNNNNN

Excuse the language. So I finally get the scholarship to this college and now I have to RE-APPLY. this also means I'll LOSE my scholarship and all the financial aid i have received and now I'll have to ALSOOOOOO re-apply for that. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I am so frustrated, I haven't been doing really anything artistically and I'm starting to wonder if this is all going to be worth it in the end. But I won't be figuring that out unless I try. So I guess I'm going to have to look at this like a challenge and face it. I HAVE to get into this school.

Ehh

Things are going a little slow. I'm working on a new painting on the bright side. Things kinda seem hard even though I got the scholarship because i still need a lot of money to get it, but it did help a lot. I've been sick this past week and lost my voice! But thank god it's coming back! lol I sounded like the keeper of the crypt. anyway, ( lol ) new artwork up soon.
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GREAT NEWS!

TODAY MY MOM GOT A CALL FROM SCAD.....

I GOT THE SCHOLARSHIP!




I'm so happy! I still have money to collect for the rest of my tuition, but I'm on my way! =]

I LOVE ETHAN

So about a week ago I sent my very best lovely friend Ethan a sketch of an awesome girl I drew. He HOOKED IT UP FUR REAL.
check it out...
I was fricken super excited to see this.
Props to my future husband in North Carolina.
haha.
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Nervous

So this is it! Today I submitted all my crap to scad and I'm honestly super nervous! I just hope to god everything goes well and I can get that scholarship. I NEED TO GET AN EDJAMACATION.
Stop sitting on my depressed behind and do something with my life... LOL.

AFI SUCKS

NEW NEW NEW! I finally got myself to do some new things again. Anyways I figured out that submitting a blog would be an " Unvaled " Submittion to appeal that scholarship to scad. Well I'm still going to keep this up anyway =]. but these pieces on the blog were included in my portfolio.

"Miss Murder"

(This has absolutely nothing to do with that

stupid played out AFI song. AFI sucks.

If you disagree I don't care, Go read AFI blogs.)

" Winter "

I FINALLY FINISHED HER OMG THIS TOOK MONTHS

"Mi"
Just so you know 'Mi' means beauty in Japanese. The symbol on the
lanterns also means beauty. The mask is a female Japanese theater mask.
these masks tend to represent beauty and youth.The meaning behind it? People
judge you on what's on the outside, whether it be good or bad. You become paralyzed
sometimes by these things thanks to society.