I'm not giving up yet!

Hey hey, so I've accepted that I'm going to have to kick my own butt to get into this school and that's fine with me. I've been brain storming and coming up with some awesome pieces to put into my new portfolio ;p. I really need to get into this school...

DAMNNNNN

Excuse the language. So I finally get the scholarship to this college and now I have to RE-APPLY. this also means I'll LOSE my scholarship and all the financial aid i have received and now I'll have to ALSOOOOOO re-apply for that. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I am so frustrated, I haven't been doing really anything artistically and I'm starting to wonder if this is all going to be worth it in the end. But I won't be figuring that out unless I try. So I guess I'm going to have to look at this like a challenge and face it. I HAVE to get into this school.